Good day/morning/evening/night etc, folks.
I'm looking for a specific kind of information/knowledge, and wanted to ask for pointers on where to obtain that.
I'm trying to figure it out if that's safe for me to proceed with forming tulpae, and which techniques might help me to compensate consequences of one of my injuries.
Usually, people who create tulpae, as I understand, are those who are dealing with serious mental problems which they can't overcome without someone close helping them (like, loneliness, feeling detached from the world etc). But also I've heard that in some cases, an attempt to create a tulpae might lead into a downright spiral if person has mental illness.
For example, I'm struggling with complex PTSD. It wasn't treated when I got it, and as psychiatrist has told me, probably it has actually twisted my personality pretty hard already. Should I take any precautions? Can my condition actually hurt tulpae?
Because this condition, oh the irony, is as well the reason why I actually decided to get into this. I need a soulmate, that, if possible, could bear the better parts of my inner self with them, but as an independent person, that could, for example, help me to hold to them as well in rough times, and save me from twisting them into something morbid. To provide a friend's shoulder and moral guidance, I'd say.
But there will be of no value if I create a personality that would just suffer as much as me, because it will accidentally inherit my mental disorder. That'll just double the sadness, because then that'll be just 2 sad people instead of one. And both after that will probably go nuts in full. That's why I'm asking. (edited)
'dressing room' might be an unwieldy pronoun, but far be it from me to discourage personal choice
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